Feeling lonely, sometimes.
Arting, very often.
Reevaluating my life, frequently.
Brooding, sadly too much.
Do I wish to continue this web venue?
Yes and no...
Yes, this is a neat and easy website for posting little arts and some major project updates.
No, I don't think I like the way the neatness and ease has made this place something of a social media "art" scene.
I might just move all my original arts over to my Facebook art page if I wanted social art contact, but I'm not sure.
Also, I appreciate the appreciation for my fan-art, and that certainly won't go away, but I feel it's about time that I take my personal fandom into a new dimension. No longer just memetic popular bullshit, but a more indepth look into the media that we love and crave. Certainly still mirthfully and absurdly, but not just catering to a meme-loving market.
C.R.A.C.K.P.O.T. will sadly have to move out from this venue. I haven't a place for it yet, but it will sit in my personal files (NOT my sta.sh) until I do. Anyone still interested in my works should download them soon, because otherwise they'll disappear for good, at least from the source. Probably spread like herpes elsewhere; I don't much care as long as justice is served to those who would use the art immorally.
I heard, though, that telling others of their plans puts their plans on hold, as subconsciously the mind believes the plans already half-completed to have given the goal away. So fucking what? Maybe I'll continue to fester here until I choke, or maybe I'll complete the other half of the plan and actually get my own venue. All I know is that I've been worked to the bone here, with false friends and other poisonous fellows eating at whatever marrow was left. I need freedom.